The Slide

Just a little video of Natalie having fun in the snow!

What a Winter

So the snow just keeps coming. We keep breaking records. Now, on top of all that, it has warmed up abnormally fast and the warm weather is coming with a lot of rain. For those not familiar with snow, it acts like a sponge with rain. Roofs are collapsing, streets are flooding, many schools are still closed and unable to reopen after the Christmas break. Crazy. But I am having fun. Here is an article from the national news.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090107/ap_on_re_us/spokane_snow_blues

It Just Keeps Coming!

So I guess God really wanted to bless me with a serious winter since I haven't had a "real" one in almost a decade. I keep telling Jamie that this is not normal and that she does not need to worry, but the snow just keeps on coming every couple days and we just keep breaking one record after another!

So my last blog was written after a few inches of snow fell. Well that first storm was a record breaker in that it dropped almost 20 inches of snow in a 24 hour period to register as the highest in a 24 hour period since they started keeping records here in 1893. the storm didn't stop after 24 hours though and we accumulated over two feet. We then got a break long enough to shovel our driveways before the next round of snow hit. A couple days later, we broke a record for the coldest temperature on record at this time of year with -18 degrees Fahrenheit (-28 Celsius), which drops to a wonderful 30-35 below with the windchill factor. It did begin to warm up after that, but the snow hasn't really stopped for longer than a day. After yesterdays 9+ inches, w have broken another record for the most snowfall in one month with 59.7 inches as of yesterday! That is almost six feet of snow in December alone and we still have another storm coming in the next day or so before the month ends!

I have definitely enjoyed the snow and had a blast playing in it with Natalie. Jamie is enjoying it when she doesn't have to drive anywhere. I have a few pictures from the first big storm and I hope to get more soon, but I have been busy shoveling our driveway and our roof (to prevent collapse) in my spare time. As of yesterday, I had to climb on top of the pile I have shoveled next to our driveway and shovel the top of it down further because it gets hard to throw a shovel full of snow any higher than about seven feet up, which is where the pile is right now. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow...


Think I am exaggerating...here's the proof - http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/localnews/2008571893_spokane30m.html

Let it snow!

There are a lot of people here that are complaining about the snow we are getting right now, but let me just say that I love it! It has been nearly a decade since I have lived in a place that actually has a winter, and I have missed it greatly. Currently it is snowing steadily and we have probably gotten 3-4 inches in the last 6 hours and it is predicted to last until late tomorrow.
Anyway, I just thought I would make it clear that I enjoy the snow, I am loving it, and despite the crazy conditions for driving, I am thrilled to live in a place with real winter again! Hopefully I can take some pictures and get them up in a few days.

Immanuel

As Christmas approaches this year, we find ourselves exhausted, weary, and battered. Now for many people, that is just what the busy time of year does to them, but thankfully we have not been too busy with Christmas stuff this year. For us, the combination of moving, being sick, and having two kids that don't really like to sleep has caused our present condition. Shortly after we moved, I started to get better from my ear infection and sinus infection, Natalie also started to get better from her ear infection and then Jamie started having a ton of pain in her back (unrelated to the pain from our car accident a few weeks earlier).  Come to find out that it is a pretty bad kidney infection that so far the medicine has been unable to kill. Between several trips to the doctor, an IV in her arm, and many painful sleepless nights we started to get really tired. Then, a few days ago, Natalie again came down with a pretty high fever and she has not slept more than 20 to 25 minute chunks for the last few nights. Wow. 

If I am honest, I wonder how we will get through each day. Yet in the midst of this all, I am reminded of Christmas. Why does this remind me of Christmas? Let me try to explain.

We sing Christmas carols about a "silent night" and how "away in a manger...no crying he (Jesus) makes", but I just have a hard time thinking that is quite how it happened. Mary and Joseph had traveled on a long journey to a town that was not their own. Upon their arrival, they had to bed down in a barn (not known for their comfort) and give birth to a baby. Now I have no proof of this, but my guess is that Jesus did cry. My guess is that he woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to eat, and that he needed his diaper changed (ok I don't think he probably had diapers like ours, but still...). So for Mary and Joseph, that first Christmas was likely a stressful time. They were traveling slowly on foot and by donkey, they were sleeping in a barn, and after being wearied by their travels, they had to welcome a baby into the world. There is nothing more wonderful than welcoming your child into the world, but there is also nothing more challenging and at times frustrating than trying to care for a crying baby who can't communicate all that well and requires constant attention. That is stress that I can relate to right now. 

On top of all this, Mary and Joseph probably had a fair amount of stress from their social situation as well. Even today, in our more "tolerant" society, a young woman who becomes pregnant outside of marriage is often looked down upon. How much more then, in the jewish culture of their day. Imagine Joseph trying to explain to family, friends, or the teacher in his synagogue that he wanted to marry this pregnant woman who wasn't carrying his baby. I can imagine the disbelief as he tried to explain who the father was. My point is that not meeting the expectations of others socially can be quite stressful too. 

Now I know that it is a few years later in the story, but not long after Jesus' birth, his parents were forced to flee to Egypt to protect Jesus' life. So they loaded up the UHaul and drove down the highway to Cairo and moved into a nice condo downtown. Oh wait, I don't think that is quite how it worked back then. They had to start over - new friends, new home, new work. Again, stressful.

In the end, I am encouraged by the fact that Jesus came in the midst of a stressful situation, to people with some pretty big challenges. And the truth is that their circumstances did not immediately get easier. In fact, one could say that that got more challenging. I mean if it weren't for Jesus, they wouldn't have had to flee to Egypt right? Anyway, the point is that Jesus came and yet that did not mean that Mary and Joseph got a free ticket to an easy life. What they got, was Jesus' presence in their lives. But isn't that how Jesus was all throughout his life? His followers didn't exactly have it easy, but they had him. Jesus comes to us in our messy lives and he doesn't ever promise take away all the challenges we are facing, he simply offers himself and his presence, which changes us more often than it changes our circumstances. 

So in the midst of our current stress, frustration, exhaustion, and illnesses, I find myself clinging to the fact that Jesus was and is Immaneul - God with us. I will admit, I would love to have our circumstances change. In fact, I can't wait for them to change.  But I can find comfort in the fact that Jesus came in the midst of very challenging circumstances 2000 years ago because I trust that he still comes in the midst of challenging circumstances. While the circumstances themselves may not change any time soon, I know that God is with us, and I pray that even if he chooses not to make things easier for us that He will change us and that he will give us the strength we need to face each day.  Maybe someday, years from now, we will sing songs about our "silent night" because we remember the good that came from it and not only the challenges that made it so hard at the time. 

Moving

I don;t know how the pendulum has swung so far to this side of things, but alas, here we are. I lived in the same house with my family from the time I was born until I went to college. We never moved once, and I didn't even have to move out of my bedroom. Since going away to college, I have lived in 9 different places. Since Jamie and I have been married, we have lived in 6 or 7 (depending on who's counting) different places in a little over 4 years. Now...we are moving again. Thankfully this will not involve hundreds of miles, a new town, and a new job - but it is still a lot of work nonetheless.
On top of the move in the next few weeks. We got rear ended last week and Jamie is still in a significant amount of pain (back and neck), she is sick with a fever for some reason, I have a horrible head cold that feels like my head is giving birth to a water buffalo, we have to try and get the car fixed, Jamie just started working again, We have a 7 week old daughter who is not good at sleeping, and we have an almost 2 year old daughter who is decent at sleeping but makes the days challenging since she is now learning boundaries. So between very little sleep for more than a month, a daughter pushing the limits on just about everything, and feeling horrible, we are pretty stressed out.
Such is life sometimes I guess. I am just glad that I love my girls so much. There is nobody else that can drive me so crazy and yet make my heart melt and laugh the next moment.

Things I Don't Want to Forget About Natalie

When Natalie climbs onto a chair while it is still under the table - thus getting stuck and crying because she is in a kneeling position wedged between the chair and the table.

Shortly after putting Natalie to bed the other night we heard loud shouting from her room. It didn't quite sound like crying but I was not sure what it was, so I went in to find out. She proceeded to sing "Happy birthday to you daddy. Happy birthday to you". (It wasn't my birthday, but it made my heart melt).

How much Natalie likes to hold her sister Kaia "by self", meaning by herself. She gives her kisses, snuggles with her, and sometimes tickles her too.

How much Natalie likes to sing and dance.

How much fun it is to chase and tickle Natalie.

The way Natalie says "wawer" instead of water.

How excited she gets when she sees the moon. she just loves to look for it and is always disappointed if it is not out or it is too cloudy to see it.

How much she loves to run when we are outside - and how often her running is accompanied by her saying "corre Natalie, corre Natalie"! Plus, when she runs, it is often only her left arm that pumps vigorously, while the other one just flops around at her side.

Natalie is quite smart already, and when we went to the store the other day, she asked for a peppermint because I sometimes share a peppermint with her after a trip to the store. Since we had already had a treat that day, I told her that we wouldn't get a peppermint. she promptly said, "Natalie want peppermint. Help stomach feel better". She is already feigning illness to try and get what she wants!!!